ab k baras…………

My every word belongs to sid who is my strength and my soul …. Though i live a life without her yet she is the life

najane q her bars….rat k 12 bajte hi bht se phone calls bht se wishes, texts bilkul kissi khwab ki manind zehn ki sarzameeno pe konplo ki tarah saj jate hain shaied kal ki rat aisa hi hua per wo 20 baras me meri akhri aur 21 me pehli thi…… najane q ik ajeeb sa ihsas he k 20 baras tak lafz mujhpe aise ashiq the jaise  bache apne khilono k magr ik khas mudat k bad wo khilone  ghar k kissi kamre me kissi nukar pe saj jate hain ….lafz khafa hue to shaied andar ka hal sahi se na likh sakon magar phr b zindagi k guzishta 20 saal bht ajeeb the shaied zahir aur batin bht mukhtlif ya logo ko apna ap samjha na paya shaied gidh jati ka bht asar tha ya cheezo ka impression bht ziada tha magar ik cheez ka bht shidat se ihsas hua k ‘Winner stands alone’……bht kch badal gya bday pe pehla wish ab k baras kissi aur ka tha aur wo log jin se bht si umeede thi wahan sadio ki si khamoshi ye post shaied kal rat 12 bje likhi jani thi magar kal ki rat shaied ihtisab ki thi so ab kuch kehne ki himat hui pichle ik baras me bht kuch khoya bht kuch paya magar jo khoya wo bht qeemti tha aur jo paya wo shaied bht duniyavi…………..aksar jab rishte bht gehre hojate hain to unse insan bhagna shuru hojata he ………… tabdeeli kainat ka khameer he ……………magar main ye ne jan paya k jin rishto k sath mujhe waqiye hi uns tha un ka ihtram tha choti choti ghalat fahmio k aiwaz wo rishte chin gye maine bht socha k safai dun unhe manao…unhe samjhao magar phir najane q Allah g se mafi mangne k bad un logo se mafi mangne ki koshish ki shaied ik sms ya shaied dil me hi mang li q k insan ko rishte kafi had tak kamzor ker dete hain………..jab tak ap kissi qism k tamghe jeetate ho log ap k mu pe ne per peeche burai kerne k bawajood ap se milte hain per jab ap ik khas mudat k liye alehda hote hain to apko ihsas hota he k her cheez bht arzi (Temporary) he aur wo ap k bgair b chal skti hain …………….log chor jate hain……….khwab tor jate hain……… main hamesha un cheezo k liye tota jo bht arzi thi shaied maine pori zindagi khud se jang ki aur khud se bhaga……. shaed logo ko apna ap samjhana bht mushkil hota he……magar masla ye he k log apko kuch ne samjhte per ap khud ko logo k liye tabah ker lete ho…………wo chand log jo apse bht qaree hote hain ap unko forgranted le k khud se dor ker dete ho akhr me ap k hamrah shaied saya reh jata he……………….. shaied maine zindagi me ab bhi kuch ne sekha per ab k baras kuch na seekha to shaied waqt ka faisla mere haq me na hun…………………………

Aaj main jo b hun mere lafz, meri taqareeer aur mere tamam tamghe haqeeqtan mera kamal ne hain…………… shaied maine apni zat ki jang me us shaks ko bht peeche chor dia jis ne zindagi ko harne k bad sirf mere liye jeene ki koshish ki my dad……….. I thank u my family, Hassan Miraj(though we have a very strong difference of opinion and u havee been a very strong critic), Adi, Mashion, Apa, Hira*, Shema,  my friends, All those who were a part of me n all those who still are a part of me………….. aj main un tamam logo se mafi chahta hun jinko kabhi b mujhse zindagi k kissi b muqam pe koi takleef pohnchi…….aur un logo k haq me bht duago hun jinho ne meri kotahio pe mujhse rabt khatam kiye shaied ye soch k ‘k’ main un k laiq ne ya un k bgair zindagi me bht kuch seekh paoga………………. I m sorry apa 4 whatever i did intentionaly n unintentionaly……………. maine waqiye ap se bht kuch seekha aur khud ki talash shuru ki …………… Allah g ap k liye bht asanian peda farmaye …….

aur shaied waqiye its tym to get out of fantasies and feel the ruthlessness , logo k ilawa b zindagi me bht kuch he………. I again accept my all flaws and I excuse from everyone ……… jise zindagi me kabhi mere wajod ki waja se koi takleef hui……….

Ab k baras tum dekh lena

bht si cheze badli hongi

hansi mazaq, taqreeri tote

khud se bhagna jagte sote

ab k baras aisa kuch na hoga

bht nazuq aur bht pechida

ik parda sa hail hoga

mere asal aur naqal k beech

ho ske to itna kerna

zindagi me jab mujhko yad kerna

sab buraiya aur sab dhole ik taraf rakh k

meri chand achaiyan yad rkhna…

dekh ab k baras to aisa kerna

ab k baras to aisa kerna

haider Miraj

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Hira*………………bht choti se arse main maine shaied apse seekha he though v disagree on many points still its the basic thing not point of view………………It was u who made my day last year and no text yet :p…………. insano me waqt bht jaldi badalta he shaied rishto ki noviet b ……… bht cheeze badal jati hain

Note: kuch betarteeb lafz aur betarteeb khayal…….. Its totaly my point of view and u can disagree

by Amjad Islam Amjad

بےنگِاہ آنکھوں سے دیکھتے ہیں پَرچے کو
بے خیال ہاتھوں سے
اَن بُنے سے لفظوں پَر اُنگلیاں گھُماتے ہیں
یا سوالنامے کو دیکھتے ہی جاتےہیں
ہر طرف کَن اَنکھیوں سے بچ بَچا کے تَکتے ہیں
دُوسروں کے پَرچوں کو رَہنما سمجھتے ہیں
شاید اِس طرح کوئی راستہ ہی مِل جائے
بےنِشاں خوابوں کا کچھ پَتا ہی مِل جائے

مجُھ کو دیکھتے ہیں تو
یُوں جواب کاپی پَر ہاشیے لگاتے ہیں
دائرے بناتے ہیں
جیسے اِنکو پَرچے کے سب جواب آتے ہیں
اِس طرح کے مَنظر میں
اِمتہان گاھوں میں دیکھتا ہی رہتا تھا
نقَل کرنے والوں کے
نِت نئے طریقوں سے
آپ لطُف لیتا تھا! دوستوں سے کہتا تھا

کِس طَرف سے جانے یہ!
آج دِل کے آنگن میں ایک سوال آیا ہے
سینکڑوں سوالوں سا ایک سوال لایا ہے
وقت کِی عدالت میں
زندگی کِی صُورت میں
یہ جو تیرے ہاتھوں میں ایک سوالنامہ ہے
کِس نے یہ بنایا ہے
کِس لیے بنایا ہے
کچُھ سمجھ میں آیا ہے

زِندگی کے پَرچے کے
سب سوال لازِم ہیں..سب سوال مشکِل ہیں
بے نِگاہ آنکھوں سے دیکھتا ھُوں پَرچے کو
بے خیال ہاتھوں سے
اَن بُنے سے لفظوں پَر اُنگلیاں گُھماتا ھُوں
ہاشِیے لگاتا ھُوں
دائرے بناتا ھُوں
یا سوالنامے کو دیکھتا ہی جاتا ھُوں

Duago

Haider Miraj

10/7

3:02 pm

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Muhammad Haider Miraj

A person on the journey of self exploration & learning/development. Time and pain have been my teachers and mentor they made me believe that whatsoever happens, happens for the reason - its gives you learning and add value to yourself. Nature and Spirit helped me connecting within and connect the dots to enhance and and enrich the Faith. Aksr lafz insan ko khokhla bna dete hain jab insan kahe kuch aur .........kere kuch aur..... shaied main b khokhla hogya aur khud ki shanakht se bhagne wale kisi ko shanakht ne de skte. Shaied jo ap parhe wo ap ki zat ka ansar bhi hun q k hain to hum sab ik k hi jaye bus ab khaul mukhtalif pehn liye hain aur ye tehreerein khol walo k liye ne humare asal k liye hain. Duaon ka talib Haider Miraj

11 thoughts on “ab k baras…………”

  1. sir je ap ki 21 baras per tehreer tareef k qabilto hai hi.. per bohat ghor talab bhi hai..!! as u alwaz write something realy amazin n it becumes a routine now…
    so hats off 2 u/// .. but the most imp thing is that u admit everything … tanqeed ho yakuch ar..!! i like it..! keep it up.. n i want u to write some comic material also!!! hop u wll try! 🙂

  2. why u so sad :s
    not turned out as u wished ?
    lakin aik baat ki daad deni pare gi
    bohat hi khoobsurat lafzoon ka istemaal kia hai ap nay Masha Allah
    sai tasveer khechi hai apnay jazbatoon ki subhan Allah
    u have a art to express my frnd
    lag raha tha kay tou kisi ko ehsas delana chah raha hai
    kay wo zamanay chalay gae n that time has changed every thing ???

    1. Miski i actually appreciate ur taste and ur angle to take things and u sumhow approached in a very ryt way …..ihsas shaied khud ko dilane ka k log itne zarori ne hote….. winner stands alon…..potential winners are proved losers…………… aur its tym to discriminate original and ordinary relations…….. khud ko ghalat man lene se koi chota ne hota aur mafi mangne se shaied sakoon mil jaye

      🙂

      dua kero k is baras kuch takmeel k marahil teh ho paye

      1. from Miski

        yaar phir b insaan apnay lie kab tak kare ga ?? :s aik time ata hai insan sab kuch kisi kay lie kernay lag jata hai … jeet apnay lie tou hoti hi hai lakin saath men koi or angle b hota hai us jeet ka …. is lie ye ehsaas zarori hai kay han dosare log b zarori hotay hain … actualy they provide u the start the energy n the courage to do things samagh raha hai na ??? apnay lie insan ker ker kay thak jata hai … n wo uski zawaal ka time hota hai !!! lakin han finding the rite person jisko tum zarori samgho jis kay lie tm jeeto thats difficult … 1 banda 10000 rooop la sakta hai … totaly unexpected r these beings ….

  3. yaar phir b insaan apnay lie kab tak kare ga ?? :s aik time ata hai insan sab kuch kisi kay lie kernay lag jata hai … jeet apnay lie tou hoti hi hai lakin saath men koi or angle b hota hai us jeet ka …. is lie ye ehsaas zarori hai kay han dosare log b zarori hotay hain … actualy they provide u the start the energy n the courage to do things samagh raha hai na ??? apnay lie insan ker ker kay thak jata hai … n wo uski zawaal ka time hota hai !!! lakin han finding the rite person jisko tum zarori samgho jis kay lie tm jeeto thats difficult … 1 banda 10000 rooop la sakta hai … totaly unexpected r these beings ….

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