Talash – Zaad-e-Rah

Zat ka ihtisab hamesha se hi mushkil hota he ……. Zat ki talash shaied roh ko masmar kerdeti he, wajood ko sangsar aur ankhon ko pathar. Ajeeb kaifiat hoti he aur dar bhi jab insan khud k sath ankh macholi khelta he …… Sooraj ki roshni aaj bhi nomolood bache ki tarah thi shafaf aur bgair kissi khol k khirki k ander utar rha thi …… Main aaj wahin bethi thi jahan aaj se shaied chand baras pehle bethi thi per salon me sadio ka fasla teh kerna kisse kehte hain ye maine ab seekha ….. Shaied jb tabdeeli ka waqt ata he to wo itni hi tezi se ati he ….. Insan aksar apni zat k do kholo k darmiyan jang larta he aur phir apni zat ko hi dhoke deta he ….. Ahista ahista ghari ki soyian mere ander zat k raz afshan ker rae thi ….. Her ik lamha mere ander maut ban k utarta tha ….. Tik Tik Tik …… Jab bhi insan ko ye weham guzarta he k wo sabs e ziada kamzor hain usi ik lamhe wo apni zindagi k sab se kamzor lamhe se bahaduri se jang lar rha hota he …. ….. Tik Tik Tik …… Jab bhi insan ko ye weham guzarta he k wo kissi k jane k bad marjayega usi ik lamhe wo zehni tor pe us shaks k bgair jeene k liye tyar ho rha hota he 🙂 ….. Tik Tik Tik …… Jis ik lamhe insan ye sochta he k us ne ye ye ye kia aur us k sath ye ye ye hua to wo khud munsif ban jata he aur khasare me jata he jab k Allah behtreen faisle kerne wala hota he ….. Tik Tik Tik …… Shaied main bht wafa kerne wali thi maine ye ye ye kia usi ik lamhe wo bhool jata he k jahan wafa ho wahan pe sabar, shukar aur bardasht ajati he aur insan kitna bewaqoof he jo ye soch leta he koi insan use kuch de sakega koi bhi kuch ne depata
Mujhe pata hi ne chala kab ankho se pani nikalna shuru hogya aur mujhe ihsas hua k mere ander abhi bhi bht kuch baqi he wafa, ihsas aur jazbat shaied khameer insan ka us k mahool se ziada mazboot hota he ….. Insan jitna marzi ghalat hojaye akhir pe jeet khameer ki hoti he aur mujhe yad he k ma ki dant se le k aba k lad tak aur choto k maan k sath baro ki zimedari ne mujhe kabhi bhi be rang ne hone dia aaj main jitna bhi toti thi wo shaied is waja se thi k main bhool gayi thi k mard k khameer me wafa ne balke ye to taluq hi bhook aur zarorat ka he …. Behar Kaif hosle apni jagha hain bebasi apni jagha ……..Ghalti sahid insan se ye hoti he k insan andha hota he aur raste pe tilkan bht ziada hoti he aur her ik is raftar se ata he k ap gir jaye per ye bhool jata he k jitne bhi log girae hath sirf ik hi zat pakarti he aur wo behtreen pakar wala he ….. Mujhe ihsas ne hua waqt bht tezi se guzar rha tha aur shaied ankho k ander khamoshi utar rae thi …. mere liye naya khol charhana aur jana mushkil tha maine shaied zat se chand sawal poche aur muskura k uth gayi, Main jeet gayi thi q k tamam sawalo ka jawab ik hi tha mujhe ye lagta tha mere sath hi q? maine itni mehnat ki? mere sath waqt ne ye q kia? Kya mere sath hi hamesha ye hona hota he? – Kuch bhi insan k bas me ne hota jahan pe insan ko lagta he k wo khud kuch ker rha he aur main kamiyab ho k rhoga usi lamhe kuch ghalat hojata he, Jb koi cancer ka mariz ijazat lene wala hota he wo bilkul theak hojata he, jb b insan itrata he wo reza reza hojata he – Inshort insan ya kuch bhi self made ne hota sab Godmade hota he us ki raza se ne to mehnat to sab kerte hain, dukh to sabko hain, haalt to sab k sath khelte hain bus hamari pehchan mukhtalif hain jb ye jawab mil jaye to insan faqeer ho k bhi badshah banjata he 🙂
Mujhe weham guzra k meri talash mukamal hochuki aur Shaied meri ankho ki khamoshi ne mujhpe zindagi k raz khol diye aur kehte hain na mayusi kufr he aur zindagi khoobsorat q k Allah g kehte hain ‘Wo tum ne Jante jo main janta hun’

-Dhoop aur chaon bant k hum ne angan me dewar chuni
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Haider Miraj
7:30 Pm
19/9/11

1.)IS tehreer ka is tasweer se wabista shaks se koi taluq ne per alfaz ki tarjumani ki waja se unse khas darkhwast ki gayi, Thank you Aajoo for giving an image to my bakwas 🙂 . 2) This is my personal opinion and you ahve every right to disagree.

Ankhon k aansoao se marasim purane hain ....... Mehan ye ghar me aye to uthta ne dhuan

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Muhammad Haider Miraj

A person on the journey of self exploration & learning/development. Time and pain have been my teachers and mentor they made me believe that whatsoever happens, happens for the reason - its gives you learning and add value to yourself. Nature and Spirit helped me connecting within and connect the dots to enhance and and enrich the Faith. Aksr lafz insan ko khokhla bna dete hain jab insan kahe kuch aur .........kere kuch aur..... shaied main b khokhla hogya aur khud ki shanakht se bhagne wale kisi ko shanakht ne de skte. Shaied jo ap parhe wo ap ki zat ka ansar bhi hun q k hain to hum sab ik k hi jaye bus ab khaul mukhtalif pehn liye hain aur ye tehreerein khol walo k liye ne humare asal k liye hain. Duaon ka talib Haider Miraj

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