Kirdar

Khaul dar Khaul, Ander se bahir tak jang, adavatein, shikayetein, muskurahtien, sharartein, wafa, jafa, haya, hilal, haram, aur tamam jazbat, tajarubat humare ander hote hain kissi na kissi roop me – aur un k upar ik kirdar – Dekho jo tum dekhna chaho, socho jo tum sochna chaho, hansti ankhe, gati ankhe ya phir sadion ki si udas ankhien – Ankh jese chand sa chiragh jis ki nukar ko kheench k koi kan k pass hole se laya aur chor k kahin dor chala gaya aur muskurahat aisi jese kissi ne motio ki si gundli ko hole se khol k dhaga khencha kuch moti dikhe aur kuch shaied dikhne ki chah me ik soje se ‘pehle main, pehle main’ ki behs me jute hue hain ….. Khair dekho q k aurat humesha se mukhtalif kirdaro me juti rehti hain kabhi dost, kabhi koi benam ya mukamal taluq, kabhi behn, kabhi ma, kabhi biwi – aur wo ban jati he jo muashra dekhna chahe khair mujhe tum wo mano wo jano jo janana chaho,dekhlo mere hath ki unglian kesi hain kissi ik k qareeb kissi dosri k dor kahin jhuki hui aur shaied kahin bund muthi ki tarah ki koi ik ungli … Kirdar k nate ya sanche k haq se main faqt ye kehti hun k meri doji ankh me dekho, mere ander bhi tum jhanko, main bhi wafa k jese hun, isi zameen ki basi hu, hawa ki jayi hun aur asman se ayi hun – kitni khamosh se ankh he jese sadio se koi mustaqil andhere me ho aur phir jahin chandh ka chiragh jale to ankhe chundhiya jati hain aise hi zat se bhagte bhagte jab khud se samna hota he to kirdar aur insan lar parte hain q k ik hone k bawajod wo ik ne hote – jese main aur Shazmeera waheed zaman

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HM
2:10 pm
30/12/11

This abstract is written for a magazine of BSS and the copyrights belong to Ms. Shazmeera Waheez Zaman(Editor Urdu Section)

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Muhammad Haider Miraj

A person on the journey of self exploration & learning/development. Time and pain have been my teachers and mentor they made me believe that whatsoever happens, happens for the reason - its gives you learning and add value to yourself. Nature and Spirit helped me connecting within and connect the dots to enhance and and enrich the Faith. Aksr lafz insan ko khokhla bna dete hain jab insan kahe kuch aur .........kere kuch aur..... shaied main b khokhla hogya aur khud ki shanakht se bhagne wale kisi ko shanakht ne de skte. Shaied jo ap parhe wo ap ki zat ka ansar bhi hun q k hain to hum sab ik k hi jaye bus ab khaul mukhtalif pehn liye hain aur ye tehreerein khol walo k liye ne humare asal k liye hain. Duaon ka talib Haider Miraj

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