Aitraf-e-Jurm aur December 7, 2012

– December ki raatein shadeed se shadeed hoti jarae hain, her doobta sooraj udaasi k liye darwaze khol jata he aur jhala chand khud to kabhi mukamal hota he aur kabhi adhora per wajood ko mukamal tor pe adhora ker jata he us pe Faraz Sb k lafz qayamat ki tarah mere kanon me baj rhe the, usko mere daftar se gaye doosra din tha aur us khol charhayi hui larki jo k bazahir bht khush thi mujhe mere hi ghar me maat degayi thi mozo chahe mohabat ka ho, mazhab ka ho ya aqeeday ka wo her lehaz se aurat ki hami thi, magar faraz sahib k lafzo aur uski bato ne mujhe tamam raat sone ne dia aur ap me bht se us kaifiat se waqif hunge jab ander ghutan is qadar hojaye k bahir ki hawa bhi ander ko ventilation muhaiya na ker sake, us k nazdeek mohabat me tafreeq ya muqabla ne hota aur her rishte ki ik had honi chahiye ta k rishte apas me bajna shuru kerde aur Faraz sb ne kaha tha k

Uska apna hi karishma hai fusoon hai, yun hai
Yun to kehne ko sabhi kehte hain yun hai yun hai

Maine kaha k Khuda ko hamari namaze ne chahiye koi jatan koi asool ne mohabat ka tu us ne kaha k mohabat me to insan wo kerta he jis se dosre ko rahat mile aur ap sunto k peeche faraz kese chor skte hain aur Faraz sb k misro ne shahadat de k Case dismiss ker dia

Tum muhabbat mein kahan sood O zyaan le aaye
Ishq ka naam khirad hai na junoon hai, yun hai

Khair din to jese tese logo me guzar jata he, raat mushkil hoti he aur khas ker december ,maine khud ko bht dalail dene ki koshish ki, taveele bhi per phir mere zehn me marhoom Ma ka wo jumla agya k “Jo Muqa larai k baad yad aye wo apne mu pe marna chahiye” shaied wo 16 ya 17 baras nikah yafta larki sahi keh rhi thi aur main khud ko bilawaja samjha rha tha, mera ander us ki baat pe razi tha per khud ko ghalat manana aur wo bhi aurat k samne hum mardo ko aksar ajeeb lagta he is pe Faraz sb k is misre ki labaik ne is pe bhi meri shatranj ko check-mate kerdia

Ab tum aaye ho meri jaan! tamasha karne
Ab to darya mein talatum na sukun hai, yun hai

Khair jab ander khali hojaye to wajood bhi ret ka mehal hota he aur phir ahista ahista wajood ki toot phoot, uspe ander girne wale aanso jo haqeeqat me bahir behne wale aansoaon se ziada khatarnak hote hain, Khair shaied masla hamara he hum ne her cheez ka koi na koi format, bahao ya protocols rkhliye jese k mohabat me jab tak hawas ka phool ne hoga tab talak sache pyar ki takmeel na mumkin hogi, jab tk fb password na share hun rishte me Trust ne ata aur han agar din me kayi dafa muhabat ka izhar na ho to wo mohabat ne hogi, Hye humne cheezo ko shaied bht mushkil ker dia he q k Mohabat mashwara hoti to tumse pooch k kerte aur agar is k ander bhi koi system agya to ye aur to kuch bhi hoskta he Mohabat ne – Is ihsas k upar akhri teh Faraz sb ki bichai hui thi aur phir mere pass lafz ne the han ankho se kuch beh rha tha aur mujhe apne bhai k likhe kuch lafz yaad ane lage k “Mard jeetne pe roya ne kerte han harne pe chup ne reh skte “

Naaseha! tujh ko khabar kya ke muhabbat kya hai
Roz aa jaata hai samjhaata hai, yun hai, yun hai

22 baras k december ki hafta-gira aur chand aitraf-e-jurm

#Decemberidiction #khokhlelog

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Muhammad Haider Miraj

A person on the journey of self exploration & learning/development. Time and pain have been my teachers and mentor they made me believe that whatsoever happens, happens for the reason - its gives you learning and add value to yourself. Nature and Spirit helped me connecting within and connect the dots to enhance and and enrich the Faith. Aksr lafz insan ko khokhla bna dete hain jab insan kahe kuch aur .........kere kuch aur..... shaied main b khokhla hogya aur khud ki shanakht se bhagne wale kisi ko shanakht ne de skte. Shaied jo ap parhe wo ap ki zat ka ansar bhi hun q k hain to hum sab ik k hi jaye bus ab khaul mukhtalif pehn liye hain aur ye tehreerein khol walo k liye ne humare asal k liye hain. Duaon ka talib Haider Miraj

3 thoughts on “Aitraf-e-Jurm aur December 7, 2012”

  1. Aise keh jalte hue dil raakh ho jaen koi aur taqaza na karen
    Chaak e wa’ada na sile, zakhm e tamana na khile
    Sans hamwar rahe, shama ki lau tak na hile
    Baaten bas itni ke lamhe unhen aa kar gin jaen
    Aankh uthae koi umeed, tho aankhen chhin jaen

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