– Ander ki ghutan Rab se Mulaqat ka andia hoti he Haider Miraj

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Faisale

jo faisle soche bgair kiye jaien wo bht marte hain khair marte to dosre bhi hain lekin jisko jitna haq chahiye de dena chahiye aur wese bhi taluq itna asan ne hota ye to apki kamai hoti he kya koi hilal ki kamai soche bghar istemal kerta he>. Aur wese bhi yad rkho k ik wo he jo tum soch rhe ho aur ik wo jo usne tumhare liye teh kia he agar us tak pohnchne ka rasta takleef he to sahoge, dua he to keroge to milega, azmaish he to katoge to milega – jo usne tumhare liye teh kia he wohi hona he q k wo behtreen hikmat-e-amli wala he aur use koi farq ne parta tum use mante ho ya nahin mante usne jo likha he wohi hoga.

 

Haider Miraj

4:30 Pm

16/5/2012

Fankar – Meri Nazar me :)

Logo ko hansane wala ya zat ka fankar ander se bht zakhmi hota he …..use ik ma jesi biwi chahiye hoti he, us me bhook se ziada Mamta ki khwahish hoti he ………. Wo shaied hawas se ziada mohabat, uns aur rafaqat ka pehredar hota he, wo bht hasas hota he aur shaied yehi uski tabahi ki waja banta he agar use ye samjhaya jaye k bhai logo k peche mat bhato to wo kehta he k khali rangmanjh pe to her insan khelta he, fankar he hi wo jo duniya k samne rangmanjh pe ubhre

Haider Miraj
7:49
8/12/11

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Photo Courtesy:Sculpture art by Thomas Kuebler

 

*Abstract of a conversation with someone who is quite close spirtually, emotionally – Behn  

Talash – Zaad-e-Rah

Zat ka ihtisab hamesha se hi mushkil hota he ……. Zat ki talash shaied roh ko masmar kerdeti he, wajood ko sangsar aur ankhon ko pathar. Ajeeb kaifiat hoti he aur dar bhi jab insan khud k sath ankh macholi khelta he …… Sooraj ki roshni aaj bhi nomolood bache ki tarah thi shafaf aur bgair kissi khol k khirki k ander utar rha thi …… Main aaj wahin bethi thi jahan aaj se shaied chand baras pehle bethi thi per salon me sadio ka fasla teh kerna kisse kehte hain ye maine ab seekha ….. Shaied jb tabdeeli ka waqt ata he to wo itni hi tezi se ati he ….. Insan aksar apni zat k do kholo k darmiyan jang larta he aur phir apni zat ko hi dhoke deta he ….. Ahista ahista ghari ki soyian mere ander zat k raz afshan ker rae thi ….. Her ik lamha mere ander maut ban k utarta tha ….. Tik Tik Tik …… Jab bhi insan ko ye weham guzarta he k wo sabs e ziada kamzor hain usi ik lamhe wo apni zindagi k sab se kamzor lamhe se bahaduri se jang lar rha hota he …. ….. Tik Tik Tik …… Jab bhi insan ko ye weham guzarta he k wo kissi k jane k bad marjayega usi ik lamhe wo zehni tor pe us shaks k bgair jeene k liye tyar ho rha hota he 🙂 ….. Tik Tik Tik …… Jis ik lamhe insan ye sochta he k us ne ye ye ye kia aur us k sath ye ye ye hua to wo khud munsif ban jata he aur khasare me jata he jab k Allah behtreen faisle kerne wala hota he ….. Tik Tik Tik …… Shaied main bht wafa kerne wali thi maine ye ye ye kia usi ik lamhe wo bhool jata he k jahan wafa ho wahan pe sabar, shukar aur bardasht ajati he aur insan kitna bewaqoof he jo ye soch leta he koi insan use kuch de sakega koi bhi kuch ne depata
Mujhe pata hi ne chala kab ankho se pani nikalna shuru hogya aur mujhe ihsas hua k mere ander abhi bhi bht kuch baqi he wafa, ihsas aur jazbat shaied khameer insan ka us k mahool se ziada mazboot hota he ….. Insan jitna marzi ghalat hojaye akhir pe jeet khameer ki hoti he aur mujhe yad he k ma ki dant se le k aba k lad tak aur choto k maan k sath baro ki zimedari ne mujhe kabhi bhi be rang ne hone dia aaj main jitna bhi toti thi wo shaied is waja se thi k main bhool gayi thi k mard k khameer me wafa ne balke ye to taluq hi bhook aur zarorat ka he …. Behar Kaif hosle apni jagha hain bebasi apni jagha ……..Ghalti sahid insan se ye hoti he k insan andha hota he aur raste pe tilkan bht ziada hoti he aur her ik is raftar se ata he k ap gir jaye per ye bhool jata he k jitne bhi log girae hath sirf ik hi zat pakarti he aur wo behtreen pakar wala he ….. Mujhe ihsas ne hua waqt bht tezi se guzar rha tha aur shaied ankho k ander khamoshi utar rae thi …. mere liye naya khol charhana aur jana mushkil tha maine shaied zat se chand sawal poche aur muskura k uth gayi, Main jeet gayi thi q k tamam sawalo ka jawab ik hi tha mujhe ye lagta tha mere sath hi q? maine itni mehnat ki? mere sath waqt ne ye q kia? Kya mere sath hi hamesha ye hona hota he? – Kuch bhi insan k bas me ne hota jahan pe insan ko lagta he k wo khud kuch ker rha he aur main kamiyab ho k rhoga usi lamhe kuch ghalat hojata he, Jb koi cancer ka mariz ijazat lene wala hota he wo bilkul theak hojata he, jb b insan itrata he wo reza reza hojata he – Inshort insan ya kuch bhi self made ne hota sab Godmade hota he us ki raza se ne to mehnat to sab kerte hain, dukh to sabko hain, haalt to sab k sath khelte hain bus hamari pehchan mukhtalif hain jb ye jawab mil jaye to insan faqeer ho k bhi badshah banjata he 🙂
Mujhe weham guzra k meri talash mukamal hochuki aur Shaied meri ankho ki khamoshi ne mujhpe zindagi k raz khol diye aur kehte hain na mayusi kufr he aur zindagi khoobsorat q k Allah g kehte hain ‘Wo tum ne Jante jo main janta hun’

-Dhoop aur chaon bant k hum ne angan me dewar chuni
Log bazid rehte hain phir bhi rishto ki pemaish per

Haider Miraj
7:30 Pm
19/9/11

1.)IS tehreer ka is tasweer se wabista shaks se koi taluq ne per alfaz ki tarjumani ki waja se unse khas darkhwast ki gayi, Thank you Aajoo for giving an image to my bakwas 🙂 . 2) This is my personal opinion and you ahve every right to disagree.

Ankhon k aansoao se marasim purane hain ....... Mehan ye ghar me aye to uthta ne dhuan

Kya Likho Main Tum pe Jana

kya likho main tum pe jana
lafz kahan asar rkhte hain
2mko chand sitara likho
ya phir dhoop kinara likho
ya mujh tanha ka sahara likho
2mko dheemi hawa likho
ya koi muqadas dua likho
2mko itna kehta hun main
meri jaan aur maan ho 2m
main nirdhan,Dhanwan ho 2m
qudrat ka nawaza pyara sathi
ya Apne Maula ka ihsan likho
sochta hun 2mko lafz urhao
aur apni ghazal ka unwan likho
magar phir yakdam khyal ata he
lafz kahan asar rkhte hain
na koi pao na sir rkhte hain
chalo chore likhna parhna jana
dur kahen chale jaye hum

Iklapa

Waqt bht taiz chalta he shaied roshni ki si taizi se aur hum uski peeth pe beth k aksar sadio ka safr bht jaldi teh ker lete hain… insan azal se abad tak sahare talash kerta he… jab use kuch mudat k liye sahare milte hain to wo apni zat aur us aik zat k darmiyan itni mumaslat mehsoos kerta he k use akss mehsoos hota he lekin jab pani biphre to sab kuch tabah hojata he koi b rishta q na hun jab khatam hota he to insan ko asman se zameen pe patkh dia jata he… aur us k baad ka safr mushkil b he aur taveel b aur safar ki thakwat tab ziada hoti he jab koi akela ho…

Suno Jana
aj b yad he mujko
kitni choti umer thi wo
aur kitne bare faisle
KAsh tum ne tab roka hota
Kash tum ne tab toka hota
phir itni chot na lagti
phir itna main na bikharta
kash tumhe main samjha pata
jab aasman zameen pe patkhe
to wajood kaise bikharta he
aur apne wajood k reze chunte
insaan pal pal martay he
Tamasha shuru maine kia tha
Khatam tum ne
Taluq shuru main ne kia tha
Khatam tumne
Khair 2m khush rho abad rho
mere liye q fikr kero
main to adhora baab hun koi
ya anjana jawab hun koi

SADA ki pochde o loko
sanu geet v cheekan LAgan
Sanu kaun sandese kale
ASi Sunjhe Qatil Sehrawan wich
Phirde a bus kalam kale

20/9/9

Haider Miraj