Madham Roshni

Insani jazbat ko machini ankh me qaid kene ka fun her kissi ko ne ata aur jise ata he wo zindagi ki bareikion ko her ankh se dekh leta he.....mera ilm aur tujarba shaied itna ne magar agar maine kissi aise shaks ko dekha he to wo M.Fahad Raza hai ............... D one with charismatic personality............. This click belongs to his eye...........Thank you Fahad for honoring me to write sumthing on ur captured class................ aksar cheze insan ko bht naumeedi ki taraf le jati hain jahan pe siwae andhere k kuch ne hota aisab aur jazbo ki jang me dono ki maat hojati he aur phir ik halki si kiran subah-e-noo ka ailan kerti he halki halki subh halka halka andhera....... ik ajeeb si himat kuch ankhae hosle, Sakat lehro me halki halki harkat zindagi k daleel hoti he.......... MADHAM ROSHNI hum sab ki umer ka ih ahm hisa he

shaied fikr, jazbe aur halat teeno mukhtlif cheze hain, shaied mohbt lazmi cheez ne he, shaied hawas aur mohbt me ziada farq ne shaied jin rishto me hawas ka ansar ne hota waha lalach ajati he, shaied her sham sooraj k sath dil ka doob jana ab adat si hogyi he, shaied log sirf dosro ko istemal kerna jante hain, shaied jazbe sache hun to wo ab hazm ne hote haied materialstic ankh ko her wo wajod jo kuch buniyadi asolo pe chalta he bura lagta he, shaied her rishte ka anjam kissi zid ki waja se hota he, shaied khud ko ye samjhana k main ghalat hun hamesha mushkil hota he, shaied jhukna aur izat-e-nafs k majroh hone me farq he, shaied koi kissi ka ne hota, shaied her shaks apne chehre pe khol sajaye hai…… shaied log sache aur ap kam zehn hote hain……………………Shaied pani ki lehro aur pathro ka sath aur inhi lehro k beech khara is ‘shaied ‘ ka shikar apni zindagi ko samjhne k liye in lehro ko samjhna zarori samjhta he …………………………. Shaied …………………………..

Insan ki tot phot bht lazmi chez he q k jab tak insan hare na jeet k maze se waqif ne hota jo gunche khile na un k murjhane ka kya dukh jo raste pathrele na hun aur paon se khoon na rise un rasto pe musafat ka ihsas kya………………… zindagi hamesha se shaied bht ajeeb si rahi choti umar ki mohbte aur bat be baat ankho ka nam hona kuch utarte lafz pathro pe yaqeen har se bhagna aur apni buraio ko ghairo ki ankh ka dhoka kehna bht purani adate hain…..mohbt kerna aur phir tuwaqo kerna khud ko gidh jati ka hisa samjhna shaied weham tha q k main ik aam admi tha jo khud se farar tha jo apni har pe tot k bht jald faisle kerta tha, jo daard aur takleef ki islah ki bajaye us dard ka adi hojata he, jahan pe log ne rutbe pehchane jate hain jahan wafa ki sachai ne wade mane jate hain jahan lafz istemal ker k tamghe main jeetata hun aur phr unhi ka munkar khud ko manta hun………………..

khud ki jang me aksar maine khud ko tanha paya he…………..

magar is sab andhere me ik sham main khud se bhagte bhagte bht door a nikla jahan pe masle bht aur the……….. bandi se ziada kissi bachi ki roti ahm thi, fb ban hone se bara masla logo ki beti ka wani k nam pe qurban hona tha, mhbt me khudkashi ki dhamki se bari haqeeqat logo ka apne bacho samet khudkushi kerna tha…………choti umar ki mohbt se bara masla bari umar k logo k chehro ki khamoshi the ………………. jaise kissi ane wale tofan ka pesh khema hun wo khamoshi maine in lehro me dekhi aur shaied waqae hi pani aur insan ki fitrat me ziada farq ne he magar is khauf k alam me ik ihsas bht shadeed thaa aur wo achank madham roshni dekh k zehn me ubhra k abhi kuch roshni he……………….ye safr bht he kathin magr na udas ho mere humsafar………………………. chahe taluq apas ka ho ya qom se wafa ka is tamam andhere me madham roshni ko nae bholna chahiye ne to zindagi me koi b taluq ka koi b khial siwae siah rang k koi rang ne orhe ga

Sooraj k sath doob jane do logo aj dil mera

udasi ki jaga madham roshni he ab ghar mera

Duao ka talib

Haider miraj

10:31 pm

17/7/10

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Dedicated to all those who are concerned and attached with me

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ab k baras…………

My every word belongs to sid who is my strength and my soul …. Though i live a life without her yet she is the life

najane q her bars….rat k 12 bajte hi bht se phone calls bht se wishes, texts bilkul kissi khwab ki manind zehn ki sarzameeno pe konplo ki tarah saj jate hain shaied kal ki rat aisa hi hua per wo 20 baras me meri akhri aur 21 me pehli thi…… najane q ik ajeeb sa ihsas he k 20 baras tak lafz mujhpe aise ashiq the jaise  bache apne khilono k magr ik khas mudat k bad wo khilone  ghar k kissi kamre me kissi nukar pe saj jate hain ….lafz khafa hue to shaied andar ka hal sahi se na likh sakon magar phr b zindagi k guzishta 20 saal bht ajeeb the shaied zahir aur batin bht mukhtlif ya logo ko apna ap samjha na paya shaied gidh jati ka bht asar tha ya cheezo ka impression bht ziada tha magar ik cheez ka bht shidat se ihsas hua k ‘Winner stands alone’……bht kch badal gya bday pe pehla wish ab k baras kissi aur ka tha aur wo log jin se bht si umeede thi wahan sadio ki si khamoshi ye post shaied kal rat 12 bje likhi jani thi magar kal ki rat shaied ihtisab ki thi so ab kuch kehne ki himat hui pichle ik baras me bht kuch khoya bht kuch paya magar jo khoya wo bht qeemti tha aur jo paya wo shaied bht duniyavi…………..aksar jab rishte bht gehre hojate hain to unse insan bhagna shuru hojata he ………… tabdeeli kainat ka khameer he ……………magar main ye ne jan paya k jin rishto k sath mujhe waqiye hi uns tha un ka ihtram tha choti choti ghalat fahmio k aiwaz wo rishte chin gye maine bht socha k safai dun unhe manao…unhe samjhao magar phir najane q Allah g se mafi mangne k bad un logo se mafi mangne ki koshish ki shaied ik sms ya shaied dil me hi mang li q k insan ko rishte kafi had tak kamzor ker dete hain………..jab tak ap kissi qism k tamghe jeetate ho log ap k mu pe ne per peeche burai kerne k bawajood ap se milte hain per jab ap ik khas mudat k liye alehda hote hain to apko ihsas hota he k her cheez bht arzi (Temporary) he aur wo ap k bgair b chal skti hain …………….log chor jate hain……….khwab tor jate hain……… main hamesha un cheezo k liye tota jo bht arzi thi shaied maine pori zindagi khud se jang ki aur khud se bhaga……. shaed logo ko apna ap samjhana bht mushkil hota he……magar masla ye he k log apko kuch ne samjhte per ap khud ko logo k liye tabah ker lete ho…………wo chand log jo apse bht qaree hote hain ap unko forgranted le k khud se dor ker dete ho akhr me ap k hamrah shaied saya reh jata he……………….. shaied maine zindagi me ab bhi kuch ne sekha per ab k baras kuch na seekha to shaied waqt ka faisla mere haq me na hun…………………………

Aaj main jo b hun mere lafz, meri taqareeer aur mere tamam tamghe haqeeqtan mera kamal ne hain…………… shaied maine apni zat ki jang me us shaks ko bht peeche chor dia jis ne zindagi ko harne k bad sirf mere liye jeene ki koshish ki my dad……….. I thank u my family, Hassan Miraj(though we have a very strong difference of opinion and u havee been a very strong critic), Adi, Mashion, Apa, Hira*, Shema,  my friends, All those who were a part of me n all those who still are a part of me………….. aj main un tamam logo se mafi chahta hun jinko kabhi b mujhse zindagi k kissi b muqam pe koi takleef pohnchi…….aur un logo k haq me bht duago hun jinho ne meri kotahio pe mujhse rabt khatam kiye shaied ye soch k ‘k’ main un k laiq ne ya un k bgair zindagi me bht kuch seekh paoga………………. I m sorry apa 4 whatever i did intentionaly n unintentionaly……………. maine waqiye ap se bht kuch seekha aur khud ki talash shuru ki …………… Allah g ap k liye bht asanian peda farmaye …….

aur shaied waqiye its tym to get out of fantasies and feel the ruthlessness , logo k ilawa b zindagi me bht kuch he………. I again accept my all flaws and I excuse from everyone ……… jise zindagi me kabhi mere wajod ki waja se koi takleef hui……….

Ab k baras tum dekh lena

bht si cheze badli hongi

hansi mazaq, taqreeri tote

khud se bhagna jagte sote

ab k baras aisa kuch na hoga

bht nazuq aur bht pechida

ik parda sa hail hoga

mere asal aur naqal k beech

ho ske to itna kerna

zindagi me jab mujhko yad kerna

sab buraiya aur sab dhole ik taraf rakh k

meri chand achaiyan yad rkhna…

dekh ab k baras to aisa kerna

ab k baras to aisa kerna

haider Miraj

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Hira*………………bht choti se arse main maine shaied apse seekha he though v disagree on many points still its the basic thing not point of view………………It was u who made my day last year and no text yet :p…………. insano me waqt bht jaldi badalta he shaied rishto ki noviet b ……… bht cheeze badal jati hain

Note: kuch betarteeb lafz aur betarteeb khayal…….. Its totaly my point of view and u can disagree

by Amjad Islam Amjad

بےنگِاہ آنکھوں سے دیکھتے ہیں پَرچے کو
بے خیال ہاتھوں سے
اَن بُنے سے لفظوں پَر اُنگلیاں گھُماتے ہیں
یا سوالنامے کو دیکھتے ہی جاتےہیں
ہر طرف کَن اَنکھیوں سے بچ بَچا کے تَکتے ہیں
دُوسروں کے پَرچوں کو رَہنما سمجھتے ہیں
شاید اِس طرح کوئی راستہ ہی مِل جائے
بےنِشاں خوابوں کا کچھ پَتا ہی مِل جائے

مجُھ کو دیکھتے ہیں تو
یُوں جواب کاپی پَر ہاشیے لگاتے ہیں
دائرے بناتے ہیں
جیسے اِنکو پَرچے کے سب جواب آتے ہیں
اِس طرح کے مَنظر میں
اِمتہان گاھوں میں دیکھتا ہی رہتا تھا
نقَل کرنے والوں کے
نِت نئے طریقوں سے
آپ لطُف لیتا تھا! دوستوں سے کہتا تھا

کِس طَرف سے جانے یہ!
آج دِل کے آنگن میں ایک سوال آیا ہے
سینکڑوں سوالوں سا ایک سوال لایا ہے
وقت کِی عدالت میں
زندگی کِی صُورت میں
یہ جو تیرے ہاتھوں میں ایک سوالنامہ ہے
کِس نے یہ بنایا ہے
کِس لیے بنایا ہے
کچُھ سمجھ میں آیا ہے

زِندگی کے پَرچے کے
سب سوال لازِم ہیں..سب سوال مشکِل ہیں
بے نِگاہ آنکھوں سے دیکھتا ھُوں پَرچے کو
بے خیال ہاتھوں سے
اَن بُنے سے لفظوں پَر اُنگلیاں گُھماتا ھُوں
ہاشِیے لگاتا ھُوں
دائرے بناتا ھُوں
یا سوالنامے کو دیکھتا ہی جاتا ھُوں

Duago

Haider Miraj

10/7

3:02 pm

Iqbal-e-Jurm

Dekho
kitna bawla, pagla ho gya hun main
khud se bhagne lag gya hun main
kitni bate kitni kahania yun hi bunane betha hun
jaise sadio ki hikayete sunane betha hun
ab ki bar to khud se bhagte paon zakhmi ker betha
jaise apne nafs ko khud pe khud hi rehbar ker betha
kehta hun k janta tha main anjam ishq ka
jawani josh me thi zindagi bekar ker betha
ae guzre hue lamho
aj to tum bhi sach bolo
pagla tha dewana tha
main tb khud se anjana tha
qadam jahan pe us k gye
wo raste mana kerta tha
ankhe uski jheel si thi
un me khoya reta tha
us k hath ki laqeero ko
taqdeer main apni kehta tha
jitne zulm the us k hise k
main apni zat pe sehta tha
Magar
ankh khuli to dekha maine
khwab tha wo koi ya Fasana tha
sab weham tha koi ya dhoka anjana tha
kitna ajeeb tamasha hena
gidh jati ka basi dekho mohabt kerne betha tha
rishta jiska jism se tha roh ko pane nikla tha
dewana tha shaied ya koi bhola begana tha
bht takheer se logo maine
apni zat ko JANA tha
apni zat ko JANA tha

PS: kissi status pe ik comment tha: “Hamain maloom tha anjam ishq ka lakin… jawani josh mai the zindagi bekar kr bethay.”  … lafzo ka khichao ya ander ka iqbal-e-jurm jo lafzo ki sorat ikhtiyar ker betha…

Haider Miraj

2:10 pm

30/6/2010

Bees Baras

khud ki khoj me aksar maine
khud ko tanha paya he
aur her ik mor pe ghere mujhko
apno ka ik saaya he
jab jab khud me jang hui
zameen apni mujhpe tang hui
to bilakhir phir batwara tha
kuch yado ka
kuch socho ka
kuch rishto ka
kuch baton ka
kuch chato ka
kuch deewaro ka
aur is sari ruswai me
main khud hi tamashai tha
phr shehar b usne chora dia
aur mazi se mun morh lia
phr mosam mujhse rooth gye
kuch dhoop b mujh pe ashiq thi
per ab wo b taqseem hui
aur apne hi aaien me logo
phir se koi tarmeem hui
aur phir se asase bant k jab
main naye safar pe nikla tha
chand bhi waqif na tha ab
aur
sooraj haath pe pighla tha
ab koi na mujhse shanasa tha
aur ab ki bar duniya me main
khud hi aik tamasha tha

kuch hath jo hatho se choot gye
aur pyare rishte toot gye
phir logo ki basti me main
phir se tanha tanha tha
aur aaine k samne main
kuch kuch ruswa ruswa tha
aur is dais ki lugat me main
20 bars ka ujra tha
20 bars ka ujra tha

Dharti pe Khuda

Aksar sham k waqt kuch jumle meri soch ka mehvar ban jate hain aise hi ik sham jab soraj paharo ki god me pighal rha tha meri soch ka mehvar banane ki bari jin lafzo k jawar bate ki thi wo kuch ye the k “Jis ne khud ko talash ker lia usne goya khuda ko talash ker lia”, us k baad soch k safar ka aaghaz hua mere zehn me kayi pehlo aye ik talash Mansoor ki thi ya her us shaks ki jis ki talash ka ikhtitaam us Zaat-e-bari tala pe hota he ik aur talash mere zehn me ubhri wo safar jis k anjam me insan khuda ko talash ne kerta balk-e khud Khuda ban jata he. jab kissi bhi shaks ko ye ihsas hojaye k koi aur us k bgair ne je skta ya uspe dependent he to wo us k saath khel ka aaghaz kerta he ik khuda wo hota he jo firoan, Namroad, Shadad,Shah-e-iran ya Gen.Augusto tanoshe khud ko samjhte the ya aajkal is mulk k ba iqtedar log hain jinka jab g chahe jiski zindagi se chahe khel le aata bijli gas petrol her tarah ki maut aur mazori un k ihsanant hain wo jisko chahe dehshat-e-gard keh k mar de ya un k liye lagaye gye routes me kissi ka baap ambulance me dam tor de ye wo dharti pe khuda hain jo hume nazar ate the aur rhe ge magar kuch aur log b hain jo hume nazar ne ate magar apne kissi na kissi rishte k liye wo khud ko khuda samjhte hain chahe wo un ki mohbt ho ya chahe koi aisa wajood jis ki zaroriyat us se wabista hain insasn k kayi rop hote hain aur kayi khol jinhe wo apne mukhtalif rishto k liye istemal kerta he magar tareekh ka ye sabaq her kitab me raqam he waqt jab insaf ki kursi pe birajman hota he to wo insaf kissi ka auhda ya kissi ka paisa dekh k ne kerta… aur meri soch ka safar jab apni manzil ko pohncha to mere zehn me mere hi ustad ka ik jumla tha aur wo shaied kayi kitabo me ho magar mujhe us k matlab jaise aj samjh aya waisa kabhi ne tha shaied iski waja ye thi k aaj main samjhne ka talib tha aur talib aur matlob k raaste hamesha mukhtalif hote hain khair unho ne mujhse kaha tha k

“Zulm utna kero jitna seh sako”

aur maine socha k waqiye insan k pass do raste hi hote hain aur sahi raaste ka chunao use dhani ker deta he aur ghlat rasta use tabah so dharti pe khuda ki talash kero khud khuda mat bano aur maine socho ko zehn me qaid kia aur lata ki gayi hui gazal ka ye shair gungunate hue bache hue din ka hisa ban gya

YA dharti k zakhmo per marham rkh de
ya mera dil Pathar kerde Ya Allah

PS: Dear readers, you have every right to disagree.

Duao ka talib

Random

Phir 2mne ahista se jane ka kaha aur 2mhari khud se khoobsoorat ankhe mere chehre ko aise dekh rhi thi jaise insan maut ka talib ho aur malk-ul-maut ki rah dekhe… ab ki bar shaied main tumhe nae rokoga q k jab kissi ko ye ihsas hona shuru hojaye k wo kissi ki kamzori he to wo usko beech bazar ruswa b kerta he aur us k jazbat ki qeemat b lagata he… aur phir rishto ki mandi lagti he,khair suno tum chali jao q k rishta bojh ban rha he hamare zameer pe aur hum ab khud k bune hue dhoke ko mohbt b ne keh skte q k mohbt haqeeqi tor pe ik shaks ka dosre shaks ki bhook aur zarooriat puri kerne ka nam he.Suno 2m chali jao magr han yad rkhna december ki barish k baad asman hamare khoobsoorat lamho ko apne seene pe sajaye ga per tum kamzoor mat hona q k ik kamzoor lamha sadiyo ki barbadi ki dastan likhta he

Khwabo ka Bharam Toot Gya

Waqt hamesha se her rishte aur her faisle me bht ahm(imp) ansar(factor) rha he jab bhi kissi nye faisile k zarorat aye to waqt malhoz-e-khatir rkha jata he aise hi rishte hote hain shru shuru me hume lagta he k in k bina jeena mumkin ne inse bichre ge to hum mar jaye k hum reh na paye ge aur pir ahista ahista dorria shuru hojati he aur phir ik waqt ata he k rishte ana ki bhaint charh jate hain aur ana sirf rishto me tab ati hain jab mohbt apni qadr khona shru ker de.Insan k samne zindagi me hamesha do raaste hote hain… wo jis bhi raste ka intekhab kerta he us pe paish ane wali pehli mushkil usko dosre raste ki durust aur aasan hone ki shahadat deti he… aksar rishto me bhi hamre pass chunao ka lamha aata he… mohbt aur ana ka chunao… izzat-e-nafs ka chunao… Kissi k saath is shart pe zindagi guzar dena k hume use mohbt he ye jante hue k mohbt haqeeqtan kuch b nae hoti faqt zaroriata ur unpe mabni taluq he… hume taluq aur us wajood ki adat bht sukoon pohnchati he magar Waqt hume ihsas dila deta he k hum us k bgair reh skte hain insan shuru se khudgharz tha aur rhe ga yehi waja he k jab bhi mohbt kisi chorahe pe aye ya chunao ki talib ho to ana samne ajati he aur phir rishte ki zindagi ka agla baab ‘MAIN’ ya ‘Ana’ raqm kerti he
aur phir mohbt k aagaz aur aalohi ahd me bnaye jane wale khiyalat k ghosle ana ki andhiyo ki nazar hote hain aur
phir ahista se
koi ahat paida kiye bgair
bht khamoshi se
ik jhatke me
khwabaon ka bharam toot jata he
aur khushio ka mausam rooth jata he

PS: ye mere sochne ka zaviya he aur ap logo ko haq he k is se ikhtilaf kere